Fucking Depressed!

It's a little fucked up when all gone with no return. paid and end up with zero. it's fucking unfair if you paid up to double. the goal is fucking hard to reach. wanna make it simple but the fucking enviroment doesn't allow. holy shit. damn tired without the support. the game rules were not in my control. what's fuck up to them? need to stand up now, get off this fucking life.

Third weeks

My third weeks in Aus, Second weeks in UTAS. I got no new pictures, i think to takes pictures for my everyday, make it as memories in future. Everything just going fine. Enjoy this lifes, enjoy to be alone, looking around, nobody disturb. Not much of special things happened. I have to try on something new. Hobart, i'm coming to "you" in this Sat. haha. Mostly i will go alone or with friends that are not sure yet. I wanna takes many many pictures.
Very bad, i can't really concentrate in my studies. Being wild... Many things attracted me. Have to control myself.

First class in UNI

First day class, they arranged me into an intermeadiate class. They taught me all quite simple things actually. Learning, is just depends on myself. Therefore, i won't care what classes i'm in. The teacher is just nice. I can learn a lot from them, i think. I got new friends from China. He is a smoker too. Then, we start making friends from there. Very good, i make friends from different countries. They just suprised when they knew i could speaks 3 languages. Chinese, Malay and English. haha. Quite proud of it.
Today, me and Ying were having lunch together in my class. She kept laughing at my classmate that was from China too (A very good look Tradisional China Man). He is funny by his wearing stlye. With a very traditional specs (Square), A leather brown shoe, with a fit-cut and light blue jean that pulling the top until his stomach neval and the shirt stuff into his jean, and his 1960's hair cut comb with a hard hair gel... He is totally funny. haha.

Saturday

Yesterday was my first day to Uni, orientation day. Everything just going fine. Less confident when everyone seems like better than me. Haha. Hope i could be better in a very short time. First day met Ying, with her friends having lunch. Great. At night i went to Jac's parents home for a visited and having red wine. Cool. haha. Raining again now... non-stop raining from early morning.

4th day in Australia

Everyday is raining. Very cold in Launceston. Last night me and the Richard's family went for a dinner with Penny's family. In a small hotel restaurant, very old looks. It's like 1970's. haha... I always watched this kind of places in TV show (dressed like cowboy and a road-side lounge), but now i experience it with myself. Pretty cool. I tried the Tasmania made-beer. Haha. Nice. I think Tasmania living cost would be cheaper than Melbourn. But it's still very high for us- Malaysian. I ate a plate of steak, a glass of beer. It cost around 20 Dollar. Convert to RM- RM60 for one dinner. Damm expensive, right? haa... The peoples here are very nice. With big smiling faces. Very friendly. All Girls are very hot. Last night one of the little girl just make me drop my eyes, she just weared a light dress. How can she stand for the cold? haa...