Fucking Depressed!

It's a little fucked up when all gone with no return. paid and end up with zero. it's fucking unfair if you paid up to double. the goal is fucking hard to reach. wanna make it simple but the fucking enviroment doesn't allow. holy shit. damn tired without the support. the game rules were not in my control. what's fuck up to them? need to stand up now, get off this fucking life.